Thank you Youtubers

Dear the youtubers who saved my life,

I honestly doubt any of you will ever read this. But if you do...
I just wanted to say thanks. For all the laughs. For all the smiles. For the inspiration. If not for guys, I probably would be as happy as I am.
2014 has been by the worst year of my life. I lost several things precious to me: an activity with people who were like family to me, several friends too.
But, it's also been a pretty good year. I got a cello, made new friends, started my own Minecraft team.
That mainly has to with you guys.
Deadlox, SkythekidRS, TrueMU, HuskyMudkipper, BajanCanadian, JeromeASF, SSundee, Setosocerer, deceptibonks, Weedlion, BlueMonkey, Slamacow, CaptainSparklez, AntVenom, midnightvixen, TTSNIM, AshleyMariee. You guys are only a few.
To the old Team Crafted, what happened? What happened to your friendship? Did the fame pull you guys apart? The money? You were all the closest I've seen people be together, you made me happy till 2014, when you guys split. Watching you guys individual, it just isn't the same. But anyways, thanks for the good times. I just wish that they would come back.
The Crafty Girls also save my life. I only found them a year ago, and immediately, I'm instantly checking Youtube and deviantant for something new every time I wake up.
You guys changed me, showed how just anyone with an insight to change the world can. You may not have changed the whole world, but you changed mine.
The others whom I watch, joy was brought into my soul with every new video. The will to fight back the bullies. The will to protect my friends and family. To not take crap from anyone. To me, that's priceless. Everyone made me stronger by clicking the upload button.

I'm aware some of you are depressed, or not as bright as you used to be. But we can work it out. Without you in the world, not as many people would have stayed.
I know I'm speaking your out to fans all over the world when I say that.
And I believe that if you want to do anything hard enough, and you give the effort, all pain will vanish.

Last thing is, some of you started a channel to be famous. But some, there were other reasons. You were trying to make a difference in the world. You got inspired by something else.
SkythekidRS, aka, Adam. You were inspired to make people happy, because during the early days of youtube, you were depressed. You would go on, and watch those youtubers and laugh. And you wanted to make people feel that way too. To be happy.
Deadlox, aka, Ty. You wanted to create a small gaming group with your friends. And you succeed. And with them, you became one of the top minecraft gaming groups ever heard of. And you weren't much older than I am now.
Truemu, aka, Jason. It was always the music and your friends. You wanted to spread the word of love and laughter through music and gaming. I know a person who was completely mute, and she listened to your songs before she moved away a while ago. She wrote to me that your songs, they expressed the words that she would never speak. She and I have spoken in some time, for she moved across the county, but I know that she is still listening.

The rest of you, you have your own reasons. But, all of you, please don't just vanish and leave the world in darkness. You chose to take a heavy burden and support it till its light. That's the decision you made when you took up the responsibility of a YouTube channel.

If any of you even read this, please, let me know. Many people care about you.

Thank you,
PearlTheTeen